this is what i did for the past
and what im doing for now..
in the past,
i will not feel that they are wrong in anything
because i will find them an excuse
to help myself escape from the truth
not that im not sensitive to what happened around me
but im more willing to find them an excuse as possible as i can
i always force myself run from the truth
now,
im forcing myself to accept the truth and to face it with a calm mood
find no more excuse for them
because this make me feel so tired
maybe compare to the past im lazy to find them an excuse anymore
facing what they are
this is the real of them
and i must need to accept them
no more force myself run from the truth
maybe it will be tired and hurt at the first
because this is a new thing come to me in my life
but i think i still handle it by myself alone
i must tough myself to face it!
truths are alway the pain to me
more the pain is
more the reality i will found
and more i will growth in a same time
im learning in process
i must need learn all the thing from beginning
learn from the very first to the last
then i only will growth
yes i will be hurt
and im hurt
but more the hurt is more i will growth
i know im doing the cruel to myself
forcing myself to face the truth
pushing myself trying to become mature
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